A few years ago, I was into cutting myself. I had been doing so for years. Meteora came out, and I didn't get it for a long time. When I finally got it, "Breaking the Habit", along with a girl's friendly support, gave me the strength to stop. I promised that girl i'd never cut again, and I've been cut-free for eight months. Also about two months ago, My band Shadow in the Light got a gig at a coffee shop, so I brought that same girl to watch (she's loves watching me play. She says that it shows her my soul, unfiltered and perfect). The last song we played was "Shadow of the Day", and at the end, I pulled her onstage and kissed her in front of everyone.
Today is our two month anniversary.
I was about 13 when I started in high school I absolutely hated it, I was picked and routinely bullied everyday. I sank into deep depression, I started to cut myself too. I listened to Linkin Park religiously, it felt they were the only ones who understood me. I hated myself, and I was mean and mad at my parents all of the time. I loved and still do love LP's emotion that they bring out in their songs. My dad accidently saw the cuts on my arms... and said he'd sort the bullies out and I went to therapy for about seven months. Then I went to get the scars lazer removed in late 2006, (no more scars anymore), haven't cut since mid 2006, and I don't plan to do so for the rest of myself, so in a way LP saved me from myself.
hear what ive done
i have my story too
one day i was disscusing with my mom and i had some problems and i was underpressure
i got so mad and sad that i got a knife and i was about to cut my self to die but i remembered my boyfriend (in that time ) and i stopped i never hurt my self and thanks of him im still here