I rather sit here

trying to write this song

than listen to you

wine about me never being home

its that you will never understand

i grew up being alone

with no one to tell me

if im doing any wrong

thats why sometimes

i prefer to be on my own

than pretend to be

someone who thinks he really does belong

I never thought in my life time

I will walk through this path

That i never chose

But how it looks

Im destine to walk alone

In this abandoned road

That leaves me no where else

But my sad lonely home

I am the one to blame

To let my emotions turn my heart into stone

And end making people feel…

Hate my selfish ways

Need a new attitude

No longer need to hide

My heart is empty too

But what can i do

If im lost without you

You were my best

I need you boo

To guide me threw this pain

Which i hate

Cause i self proclaim 

Im so ignorant

for pushing you away

I only the one is to blame

I shouldn't never test you

How long you will resist

But now i now

I made a mistake

i…

time flies away

memories erased

making new ones

every single day

its nobodys fault

what your mind decides

but its fine with me

as long i could hold

that one memory 

of you and i 

which i would always cherish

as long as i breathe

i will never forget