I'm saying I need a little room to breathe and take a place for my head, but nobody's listening, I want to runaway but now I given up and i'm with one step closer to lying from you. I want to discover somewhere I belong but I am too numb now, you become a part of me and I don't want to be with you... I bleed it out and faint because i wish no more sorrow... I know I'm not alone, I'm just waiting for the end... meanwhile, I remember I was with my hands held high listening to you... I used to breaking the habit and do all by myself but now I am like I've forgotten all my past, I feel something crawling in my skin and I don't want to change. I'm so scared, feeling like I'm in a carousel and in the middle happened a blackout and I'm confused now. I was angry because you tried to take the best of me when you were becoming a part of me... I know you're pushing me away, I feel like I'm paranoid, looking over my back and seeing nothing, I look up and see something burning in the skies... Looks like I'm crazy but... What I pretend to be? Is easier to run when I know the place I'm going. She couldn't follow me and I'm standing alone with no direction. I'm still here, about to break and almost in pieces. But I feel something between this and that... My december seems so ugly, I scream when they come for me and they run. Wretches and kings seems so equal. Looks like I'm dreaming, but in sick of all of this. In the Valentine's Day you say you'll going. I say the little things give you away from me but you didn't listen to me. Now alone i'm forfeit the game before somebody else but I given up. My life, my pride is broken... I really wanna runaway, I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger, sick of you acting like I owe you this, but I didn't do nothing. I look back and see blackbirds following me, Is this my paranoid? I don't know but someday everything will fall apart even the people who never frown eventually break down, and I will know who I really am. I won't be ignored!
God bless us everyone.

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