Some random tidbits about myself:
-I'm 20, but I don't act like it at all.
-I'm loud, outgoing, random, immature, & insecure.
-I honestly have no idea what I want to do with my life, but I'm starting school in the fall.
-I smoke cigarettes.
-I drink alcohol [on the weekends].
-I escaped reality, & I just want back in. It's making me go insane.
-I feel numb 24/7, hardly any emotions, everything seems unreal, I feel unreal, & everything looks really..strange. I'm a sufferer of DPD.
- I hardly ever sleep, I'm a night owl.
-I like helping people with their problems.
-I would LOVE to sing & write for a band.
-& I would love to be happy again.
I've been in this state of Depersonalization for over 6 months now & I don't think I'm going to snap out of it anytime soon. I have learned to live with it..even though I wish I could "see" everything completely clear again. I wish I could completely feel alive & real again. I wish I could feel my emotions completely again.…Continue