Courtney Applebee's Blog (2)

Something I wrote about what I'm going through.

It's eating away at my inside.

Like looking through a frost covered window on a cold winter night.

This monster lurks inside my head.

It swallowed all the joy &…


Added by Courtney Applebee on August 25, 2010 at 11:26pm — 1 Comment

& I get lost in the nothingness inside of me.

I've been in this state of Depersonalization for over 6 months now & I don't think I'm going to snap out of it anytime soon. I have learned to live with it..even though I wish I could "see" everything completely clear again. I wish I could completely feel alive & real again. I wish I could feel my emotions completely again.… Continue

Added by Courtney Applebee on July 27, 2010 at 9:07pm — 2 Comments

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