I love that song. When I first heard it I was in a terrible time, I felt lost, I would run with LP on my head phones and when this song would come up I would just slow down and relax.
To me My December is every day, it is my bad moments, my good ones, and the ones that I have no Idea could even exsits. For my wedding video montage I added this song, I had too, simply because I know there isnt anything I missed of doing in my life. I mean, I have no regrets, I have nothing that I can say "Darn, I wish I could have donw that before I got married". Some people due tho, some of my friends always come to me and say that they wish they could have done this as a kid or that as a collage student but because of nerves or what nots they didnt.
Me. Me I have my bucket list. I have my "MY DECEMBER LIST", and so far, I have done 47 out of my original 60. Ever time I cross one thing off I add one more. I am very proud of myself for being able to accomplish so much in such a small amount of time. My biggest accomplishments where not to obtain a degree in Fashion Design but to have my clothing line in a fashion show wich only 50 students out of the whole program get to be part off. It was not being able to obtain a dream job but being able to become an ASSET to a job.... My accomplishments have taken me to swim with Dolphins in Hawaii, wich by the way I do not swim. They ahve taken me to visit Italy for my hooneymoon, wich was an amazing place but I reccomend to stay right in the heart of the city and not outside of it. It has given me the strenght to help animals in need when others just over look things.
My December is every day. When I hear it I picture my life. I picture me as a kid dancing infront of thousands of people knowing that onese the curtains are down I turn shy. I picture being at one of Linkin Parks little concerts at my school UCLA. I simply picture my little accomplishments and feel proud of who I am.
It feels so clear, it's me alone with time, I have miss anything, I would take anything back.... I would give it all away just to have someone to.... no wait, I have someone to come home too.
My december, my snow covered dreams.