"Confused and Alone"

Haunted by memories that are slowly killing me
Listening to my Schizophrenic voices talking to me
So alone I am
I am already condemned
Fuck it all I'm already dead
Listening to the suicidal voices in my head.

(Fin.)

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"Silence No More"

I am no longer haunted by my thoughts so morbid and suicidal
I am not afraid of my voices anymore - I'm mental
So what if I am a Transgendered Goth?
So what if I am able to embrace death?
I am not afraid of the dark side of my human soul
I am not afraid to fight the world so cold
Bring on the haters, bring on my fears
I will no longer cry suicidal tears
FUCK IT - BREAK ME IF YOU CAN!
THIS IS SOMETHING YOU WILL NEVER COMPREHEND!
I AM ALIVE!
SILENCE NO MORE AS I FINALLY BREAK WITH HONESTY AND SURVIVE!!!!

This is my silence no more.

(Fin.)

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"Midnight Goth"

Just walking around in the darkness of the night
Full moon rising, I begin to roam alone in the city that sleeps
I then found myself listening to the voices again tonight
It's so cold, hearing the anger of the voices while my soul is asleep
So tormented but I then walked away from the light
It's okay - I love me

So this midnight Goth is me, walking like I'm alive
And I sleep at daytime, but sometimes I don't mind sunlight
It's all good for this is my lifestyle after all
As a Goth and a Transgendered MtF - one day the preppies will meet the downfall

Don't worry, I will be fine
Just don't mind me - I'm a minor threat today in this time.

(Fin)

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"Breaking My Silence"

I'm a Riot Grrl so confused
And I feel completely misused
Haters in this cold world is all about killing the LGBT community
Is this really true reality?
They call me like voices in my head
Haunting me wanting me to become so dead
But they can't break me - no one can
Because I am a beautiful woman
A part of the world so cold
But I won't die alone
Bring it on, I'm ending your anti-LGBT violence
For tonight, I break the silence.

(Fin.)

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"Untitled Love Poem"

Where are thou, my love?
Can thy kiss help me rise above?
The midnight stroke is echoing in my head
Thus, our love is never dead
Where are thou, my soul?
Don't be a deceiver and leave thy demons alone
Make me yours for I will follow thee
Thus, it is thee that which I believe

I will love thee forever .

(Fin.)