I'm ok i had a nervous brake down yesterday hadn't had one in since before Easter, should have seen it coming but didn't. thank god my boy friend Tracy was there to help me through it. I don't know what would have happened if he wasn't there. It went on for hours and he stayed there the whole time trying to help me anyway he could. In the end he held me and told me to hold on once more. he said it's less then a week away then you'll get all the help you need. but sometimes a week feels like a life time. point is i'm a mess and I can't believe I have such a strong unselfish man who puts up with all my craziness and i couldn't live with out him.